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February 28th, 2004

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January 21st, 2004

10:52 am - Gangsta SO I am incredibly pissed that I didn't get Britney tickets so I settled for another concert. My wonderful uncle bought 6 tickets so my cousins, sisters, my sweet heart of a boyfriend, and myself could go. Frankie J, Baby Bash, Ryan Duarte, Gemini, Ying Yang Twins, & Jay-Tee are all going to be there. Haha we're gangstas! Current Mood: silly Current Music: Shake It Like a Salt Shaka

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January 16th, 2004

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October 29th, 2003

12:54 pm - Why am I attracted to dickheads? It seems like I am only attracted to guyz who treat me like shit. According to my ex-bf I am a "selfish ass" who does "jack-shit" Haha that's funny! Actually it hurt my feelings and I cried on the couch next to my mommy. But how he makes up such ridiculous accusations is beyond me. Being how he is the one who was the asshole and for some odd reason I stuck around being his bitch for 9 months. But that has all changed. It's over. We have agreed not to be friends. I have moved on. I met someone else. Maybe it is too soon to be in another relationship, but I'm happy, happier than I have been in a very long time. I guess his way of moving on is to make me feel like shit and a horrible person. He can say what he wants but I don't buy one word of it, being as how he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, and he cried like a baby when I ended our relationship. But hey now I can continue on with my life and hopefully I learned enough to not put myself through that again. Current Mood: content Current Music: Iz You- Nelly

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October 16th, 2003

02:20 pm - Good-bye? The memorial service was nice. VERY hard though! I sat next to my grammie. I lived with my grandparents for a year, not to mention we've lived in the same town my whole life, so I am really close to them. I'm going to miss my papa sssssoooooooo much. I'm at my grammies keeping her company right now... Give your family kisses, you never know when you won't be able to anymore. Current Mood: numb

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October 9th, 2003

11:47 am - Losing someone you love is the hardest thing in the world... My Papa passed away... :( Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Kenny Chesney- Grandpa Told Me So

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September 28th, 2003

10:27 pm - Fucked up Grr! I fucked up my hair. Just as it was growing back again I get this urge to cut it. WTF! And not only that I go and buy some dye. I pretty maroon color. Turned my hair freakin' purple! My blonde streaks turned like bright purple. Totally awesome, but yeah everyone hated it but me. And so totally being head over heals for this guy I just met, I took his advice and dyed it brown. I miss my blond high-lights! As soon as I get money it's back to my old self, minus my length. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Midwest Swing - Nelly

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September 21st, 2003

03:35 pm - Complicated I ended it. 9 months for what? Nothing. I learned alot. No guy is perfect. Maybe I expect too much out of them? I want to be in love. I want to be the one that crys when it's all over. I wish I could make myself feel the way I want to feel. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: You're Gone - Diamond Rio

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September 12th, 2003

08:00 am - And so it continues... My father is a dick head and yeah that's normal. Maybe I'm just being overly emotional, 'cause it seems to really bother me. For starters he got pissed because I washed my cousins car WTF?!?! Then so yeah me and my family leave to watch my cousins school drama production... he stays home as usual to get drunk and smoke weed. So we come home and THE FUCKING DOORS ARE LOCKED! We seriously waited outside for 30 minutes. When he finally opened the door, he yelled at us for coming home! Last time I checked, we lived here also. Ok so my back wa hurting like crazy last night. And this morning I wake up at 5 to barf (eww!), so I'm freaking tired this morning due to my lack of sleep. And I wake up to my dad yelling at my mom! If I had a gun I would have shot him. And yes, that was a normal day. So why it botherd me so damn much, I have no idea. Current Mood: exhausted

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September 7th, 2003

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July 23rd, 2003

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